I’m writing this on the train into work. It’s grey and raining and droplets roll down the window as I stare out, not looking forward to my day at work and wishing for a change, for something I’m not entirely sure of.
Yesterday I had the day off work and went for some blood tests. I’ve been feeling really tired lately and im guessing it’s down to this commute but my doctor decided to check things out just in case. They took 4 tubes eek! My mum came with me as I’m a bit of a wimp when it comes to hospitals and we went shopping afterwards.
I made an in road in my summer present buying and got a pair of diamond stud earrings, supposidly half price yay! I love sone sparkle 
I was further cheered up by reading all the comments on Mondays post ‘this is me’, you’re all so sweet and supportive, it’s pretty cool to be part of the blogging world!! I know I need to count my blessings more and you help me so much to do that!
I hope the sun will come out soon figuratively and literally, and then maybe a rainbow will appear and lead the way to a brighter future.
Hugs and kisses
Vix
xxooo
D...
/ June 16, 2011Oh yay for the diamond earrings!!!!!!!! They can be such a great investment.
But Vicky, now I am worried about you girl. You know we have to make our physical and mental health the priority. And I think that you are in desperate need of change, if that’s what is popping in your mind when you see that your body is telling you something. I think a lot of us are trying to make changes, and sometimes it’s a collection of changes rather than one big one. Or a culmination of both. Hope it comes for you soon my Friend, you deserve happiness and joy.
vixter2010
/ June 16, 2011Ah bless you, thank you so much D! I think you’re right, change is afoot and I hope we all make the right ones. You also deserve the best!
D...
/ June 16, 2011I hope so too, but at the same time I think every change/choice is a new adventure. Well at least I am trying to think that way. I always find I may not get what I wanted/expected, but I always get what I need.
Julia (AKA Jules)
/ June 16, 2011awwwww great post! I just hate the rain, especially as I’ve just went away and it was sunny! Damn u rain!!
might as well get used to it, seeing as I’m planning on moving to Bonnie Scotland!! x
vixter2010
/ June 16, 2011My shoes are all soggy now
Julia (AKA Jules)
/ June 16, 2011urgh, I hate it when that happens……!
egills
/ June 16, 2011Hope the bloods are ok and it’s nothing serious! I spent half the morning sitting on the platform waiting for the train ( proper one was cancelled ) of course that meant the next one was sardines… Soon be the weekend – I prescribe a holiday
vixter2010
/ June 16, 2011Thanks, finger’s crossed! Trains are a nightmare, wish I didn’t have to use them like ever!
Nicole
/ June 16, 2011I definitely think that a vacation should be in your near future!
We all need them! We all need change once in awhile too though, just to remind us that we’re alive. I definitely get caught up in the daily routine to often, and I’m getting sick of it myself. 
It’s good to keep life fresh and spontaneous! Hope the blood tests come out fine.
vixter2010
/ June 16, 2011A vacation would be fab! Glad I’m not the only one feeling stuck in a rut!
elvishjesusfreak
/ June 16, 2011Great post as always! I hope you’re ok though! I’m worried now! I hope you’re ok! And those earrings sounds awesome!
vixter2010
/ June 16, 2011Aw I’m ok thanks, sometimes it’s good to let it out!
SuziCate
/ June 16, 2011Hope all is ok. And even without those earrings, you sparkle!
vixter2010
/ June 16, 2011Aw thanks
jgavinallan
/ June 16, 2011Vix:
You will be fine…I will do my usual worrying for you. I am the wimp about such things.
After you get the good news from the Doctor, I feel the best follow-up medication is a pair of black—high heels. I won’t push a style, but if you want to really set off those studs…that’s the pill to take.
Will think of you
hugs and wishes
Jaye xoxo
vixter2010
/ June 16, 2011Haha good advice, thanks!
Deborah the Closet Monster
/ June 16, 2011I’m hoping so, too, lady. And I agree with Suzi above!
vixter2010
/ June 16, 2011Thank you!
Melissa's Meanderings
/ June 16, 2011If you are looking for a change…you are bound to “find” it!
vixter2010
/ June 16, 2011Here’s hoping
Souzapalooza
/ June 16, 2011Aww Vicky! So Sorry you haven’t been feeling well. I can relate. Hopefully everything is ok. I’m not a dr. but I was feeling a bit like that and my vitamin D levels were low, nothing an extra vitamin couldn’t fix and I really started to feel some energy kick back in. I think you are already on the way to recovery since there is nothing a little sparkle can’t fix
Chin up, if it wasn’t for rain, there wouldn’t be rainbows!!
vixter2010
/ June 16, 2011Haha yeah we lack sunshine and vit D here for sure
Yay for sparkles and rainbows!
Grey Goose, Dirty
/ June 16, 2011Yey on the earings Vixter! Hopefully things will improve along with the weather.
I often feel ‘blah’ when it’s overcast and gloomy outside.
vixter2010
/ June 16, 2011The weather really affects moods!
katielabovitz
/ June 16, 2011Sending some good vibes your way
I hope all ends up well with your blood work and that you get some rest!
vixter2010
/ June 16, 2011Thanks Katie!
Mindy@FSL
/ June 16, 2011I’m thinking I need to have my blood checked out too. I am exhausted all the time!!! Caffine or not! I’ll be curious to hear what the explanation is… Feel better love!
xo
Mindy
vixter2010
/ June 16, 2011I’ll let you know chick!
lbdiamond
/ June 16, 2011*hugs* hope you feel better (the diamond stud earrings will go a long way in facilitating your recovery, right?
)
vixter2010
/ June 17, 2011Thanks! Haha yeah exactly!
Surrey gal
/ June 16, 2011Was raining all day long here… pretty badly. I hope your blood results come out good and that you really are only tired by commuting…
Diamond studs… lucky you!
vixter2010
/ June 17, 2011I think we’re in for more rain sigh!
Woman Wielding Words
/ June 17, 2011I hope you feel better and ride a rainbow soon.
vixter2010
/ June 17, 2011Thanks lisa!
lookingupwhileslimmingdown
/ June 17, 2011Gosh, I hate, hate, hate getting blood taken. I hope all your tests come out okay. Hang in there!!! And awesome about the diamond stud earrings!! I love jewelry and that’s something I actually don’t own. Love yourself and take life one day at a time.
vixter2010
/ June 17, 2011Great advice thanks
jennajadee
/ June 17, 2011Hope everything turns out well with your tests. Also, rain boots and a hot pink umbrella
jk. Maybe you will have some sunny weather in the future, and when I mean future I mean like now! But its probably dark >.< Hang in there! I will send you some sunshine from the South 
vixter2010
/ June 17, 2011Thanks Jenna! It looks like rain again today but at least it’s Friday
simplyshaka
/ June 17, 2011Well shopping is always nice. Hope you are ok and find out what’s up with you!
vixter2010
/ June 17, 2011Shopping = fab
thoughtsappear
/ June 17, 2011I hate having blood drawn. I hope everything comes back ok!
vixter2010
/ June 17, 2011It wasn’t fun! Thank you