Generally, I try to be as honest as possible on here because it helps to get your feelings out and I know people reading this are really supportive. It’s difficult though when you’re having issues offline to know whether to speak about them or risk depressing everyone with your woes or even making them think you’re just moaning for no good reason.
I know some bloggers share everything but others don’t or some just disappear for a while to sort things out. I’m not sure what the best thing to do is but it’s hard to come up with fun and interesting posts when you feel down. Some of my feelings come down to feeling in limbo – wondering what will happen with my writing if anything and some of it’s down to feeling like everyone around me is doing things I’m not or things that are so far away on the horizon for me and some of it’s just a feeling. Sometimes you don’t even know why you feel the way you do and that makes it harder to talk yourself out of it.
So I’m sorry if I’ve depressed anyone but I felt I had to say something about how I feel today. And hopefully tomorrow will be brighter and better for me and anyone else reading this who isn’t feeling that happy today.